Discipline is remembering what you want. How true are those words? That is a quote from David Campbell. While it sounds so simple to take in, if you think about it, it's really profound. We all say we want things. We want to lose 10lbs. We want to make more money. We want to a sense of security. etc. How badly do we want those things? Badly enough to remember them on a day to day basis and make ourselves choose to do things that will bring ourselves closer to their reality?
I needed these words today. A simple kick in the butt that would leave a lasting boot impression on my behind! Ya see...... My entire life I have seen myself as "the big girl". All through high school I compared myself to classmates and other girls my age. I constantly tried to stop and thank my Maker for creating me as the person I was, but jealousy seemed to take over more often than I'd like to admit. This year I have made commitments to living a more healthy lifestyle, and enjoying it! This week has been a struggle for me just to go to work. I laaaaaaaaaaackkkkk eeeeennnnerrrrgyyy. I haven't been to the gym at all either. Coincidence? Probably not. I've just told myself..."I'm so tired, tomorrow will be better". but guess what??? It didn't get better. Who'da thunk? So I went. It wasn't my best, it wasn't my worst gym session. But I WENT. I feel good. :)
I remembered what I want. I want to be healthy and live a balanced life. Dragging my butt to the gym is a choice I made today that will help bring myself closer to this reality. Tomorrow's goal....giving up chocolate. What? You believed that? What kind of people are you? ;)
As soon as I got home I snapped a shot of my gym shoes. I want to be a professional photographer. How will I bring myself closer to that goal today? P.R.A.C.T.I.C.E. gulp...yup!
As soon as I got home I snapped a shot of my gym shoes. I want to be a professional photographer. How will I bring myself closer to that goal today? P.R.A.C.T.I.C.E. gulp...yup!
So why am I blubbering on about all this? I am posting this to remind myself. To remind myself what I want. "Tell me what you want, what you really really want!" Ooooohh, so sorry about that. Total flash back to 4th grade and my Spice Girls CD. YIKES! Won't happen again, promise.
This is me all out there. Open, honest, full of flaws. And happy:)
This is me all out there. Open, honest, full of flaws. And happy:)